May resolution

I was so stress the other night that I turned on the WiiFit to have some yoga practices at 2am.


Yayy! It healed my backache..
Dang! It gave me too much relaxation, and this cheelax state lasted for 3 days and I ended up zero productivity for my final, which is tomorrow for my first paper.


Since I first created my own profile on WiiFit, it says, a need to gain 3KGs to get a normal weight, which means I am 3KGs underweight!


And since i have always wanted to gain weight so badly, and finally!! I have put on 1KG weight (just checked from WiiFit, should be 99.9999% accurate)!


But Iris says, all the 1KG has put on my cheek! =.=

: )

I drew this for him before his final, and now it's on my wall to cheer me up!

hrm hrm.. I miss Mr. Lee.

He was with me last year here in Perth before my final.

I hate AirAsia. Screw you!

June

Seems like it was just yesterday I posted my previous post.


The exam timetabe on my wall reminds me it is only 2 days away from my first paper.


STRESS STESS STRESS!


Friends that know me well, have never seen me being so stress out before, and never start preparing before the study break. I used to be so cheer and relax before in all the past 20 years exams.


But why? Instead of having 4 papers this sem, I have only got 3.


I never get a good sleep for 2 months, i never hang out for 2 months, being economical wise, i stay at home all the time and cook my own food :)


So what's the deal in turn, still I am last minute for all the assignments, and got the results as I have expected. but but but.. I dont socialize anymore!!!! great lose!


Hrm hrm, one least thing to be excited on, which my hair is growing longer and longer that I have never had! but but but again... lossing more hair for being too stress out!!!! GOSHH! It's being even out, so I'm still unhappy.. :(


25th of June is me and my big fat lovey boy's 18th Monthsary. Unbelievable right.. :) believe it.. cuz we gonna be together as long as we are alive!

Didn't contact with family for a month, cuz they are still enjoying their 1month US trip GGEEZZZ!!!!!

After all, it's just some bubble in the air.. : ( they will never know how disappointed I was. cuz pa and ma think that Im too greedy.. Or maybe I'm always the happy girl, that can deal with unhapiness all the time without care from anyone. NO I AM NOT!

In compensation, I am going to hokkaido and shanghai expo. but what, not the greedy issue, maybe just envious and jealousy, my brother has been to japan for several times, and definitely, he has travelled to more countries than I do. So I dont see how the claim on 'you shouldnt be that greedy and wanting to travel everywhere all the while at this age' from my mom applied.

My brother travelled to japan at the age of 15, then to korea, HK, europe, US, everywhere.. just everywhere for several times...and I have never been korea, not japan, not US..

Maybe I'm too greedy to compare with someother kids, but hey, I'm not comparing this with a stranger, but to my brother! Can't see how wrong I am to be jealous like a bitch..

In order to balance back my hormones and thoughts, I have spent more on skin care products and good food. Travelling is still important to me, since I dont have the luck to travel to great places like US for one damn month, I have always look for other ways to cheer myself up!

And I say, I'm gonna travel there one day but sadly, it will not be the joy with my family.

*12 days away after 5 damn months

Finally

It's finally MAY! not happy at all..

Ever since this sem started, I knew I'm gonna be real real busy on May for the 14 assignments.

And it's finally here, I can't just run away. unless i fail them all ><"

This is the toughest week for me, the worst weekend i have ever had.

I AM STRESS OUT!!

But there isn't a single reason for me to give up, there must be one or two other around UWA that take the same units as I do.

Since real long I have never had a good good sleep, either awaken by the "loud speaker" or getting too stress out where lying on the bed for even a second more seems to be the worst thing to do throughout the lifetime.

I know I have been wasting so much time on other things.

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I used to think that I'm an extreme example to define selfishness and self centered-ness, but starting to him more day by day, I"M SO WRONG!! and maybe you, whoever who framed me, YOU ARE WRONG AS WELL!!

which Im not unbeatble at this.. proud!

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*He might be ugly to you, but definitely not to me*

We went bowling the other day, and once again, my mistake laugh us to death.
"Please write your name on the paper."
Then I picked the pen and wrote my name on it,
"There you go!" I passed it to the staff then,
"So short?!" With his bulging eyes
"yeah.."

I was still thinking, why not?! that's asian name, how long u expect to be..

Then when we walked to the court and saw this on the screen, YAP, KAI, & MIN the three players =.=

Now, I know why history of Chinese language is lasting for more than 50 centuries.. and "lap cheong" is giving their way


"You"> can be single or plural,
*Thats where my mistake from*

BUT! this will never happen in Chinese.
either 你 or 你们， clear enough to avoid all the misunderstandings *like my case ><"*
Oh and i bought myself this YSL lipgloss, I left mine in KL. Kind of regretted, it's so freaking bright red and not gonna fit in casual wear. BUT it wasnt the case when i was trying in the mall. GGEZZZZ!!


NEVER-THE-LESS -- In compensate of the non-casual lipgloss, I bought myself this super casual footwear.. CROCS!

and, i think Im the one and only person wearing super bright yellow CROCS to uni.

我错了

对不起，我错了。。

才知道，原来感情不是互相伤害来理解对方，

不是用爱来诠释自己的自私。。

等他成熟后，就不属于你了

一个朋友说

女人是男人的 学校

二十出头的男人都是不成熟的是幼稚的

你用自己最美好的二十几岁时光去改造一个男人

你看那些三十多的男人都是被改造过的

与一个和自己一样大的男人在一起要很费心

从 一次次的误会中女人教会他们如何让女人

从一次次的争吵中女人 教会他们如何哄女人

从一次次的冷战中女人教会他们如何懂得珍惜女人

她们教会他们的太多太多

包括 如何表白 如何接吻 如何拥抱 如何约会如 何很自然的和异性在一起

但是这个过程是漫长而艰辛的

经历了太多太多

有过太多太多 的磨合和争吵

他们还是不成熟

然而似乎已经一点点的靠近成熟

有时候

男人与女人甚至觉得互相难以沟通

在女人看来是男人错的时候

当然

他们认为自己没有错

于是

她们哭泣争吵歇斯底里

他们却觉得 她们不可理喻

成熟的男人是不会让自己的女人那么伤心的

有时候没有绝对的谁对谁错

双方 之间需要有一个人站出来主动道歉

就会海阔天空

但是那个人

永远都不能是女人

因为女人永远是弱者

当有一天他们开始争吵

他还是不肯让着她

她痛苦万分

那个不成熟的男人会极尽幼稚的去气她

不去安慰她

让她自己去释然

眼泪哭干了

也等不来一句

但是因为她爱他

想要和他一直 过下去

女人选择了忍受和包容

心想只要这个男人爱她就好

不会 哄人就算了

虽然很想被她哄

终 于有一天

争吵的悲剧又接二连三 的上演

她们忍不了了

于是她们内心纠结

结果只有两个

要么他改变

要么她忍

然而这时候的她们的心

累了 倦了 也快死了

是放还是不放？

放下这个和自 己相恋多年的男人？

不舍

但是每次生气的时候就痛不欲生

有些女人放弃了

男人重新获得了自由

他可能暂时把 精力放到其他地方

他去工作

去生活

去成长

直到某一天

再次遇到一个女人

可 能是和之前某些很像的女人

这次

他们成熟了

懂得去哄人了

懂得去主动道歉

懂得去为她们 买礼物

懂得去怎么让她们开心

他们再也不会像以前那样吵的很凶互不相让了

可 这些其实都是之前的那个她一步一步的教出来的

她把他教会了

又拱手让给了别人

教他的过程里

是甜蜜夹杂着泪水的

男人是比同龄 的女人要不成熟的

几乎所有男人都是这样

等待着一个女人去改造的

这么说来并不是说女人很可怜

如 果你足够爱他

有足够的宽容

就去当他的学校

去改造他

那么

等尝到收获的喜悦就是 自己的

累了倦了的女人也可以直接找一个成熟懂事的

他们会很懂事的处理好一切

唯一 不同的是

他们心中一定会记得当初和他们争吵的那个女人

那个教会了他们认识女人的女人

这时候的他们都会在想

原来

人是这么的矛盾和自私

Before easter break

It's my 21st birthday before the break! 03/04/2010

Nothing big. Cuz i have never thought of having a big celebration since it's only a normal day to me but definitely not to my mom, which she suffered for hours on this particular date 21 years back, and pa and ma been suffering thru these years to raise me.

It just doesnt make me feel good when I keep spending their money celebrating happily here in Perth while they are working hard like an ox back in KL day and night.

My second cake on my 21st birthday

And I swear, I must have a huge nice specially designed bday cake on my next bday in KL, since i dont know where to order in Perth, and it must be real costly

Ultra woman with spoony eyes

We went to lady gaga's concert on the april fool. It's MARVELOUS! SHE IS THE BEST POP SINGER AND PERFORMER! she's amazingly great in making connections with every single audience. And Im glad I was one of the twenty thousands fans in the Dome that night.

Gaga belongs to the stage!

I see her around northbridge all the while!! she dressed up like this every single time!

Maybe not with the blood on normal days teehee ^^

I guess they are in their 40's! How brave to dress in such kinky way!

When we were queueing up to entry the Dome, we saw this girl, with the aluminium cans on her hair, like some crazy girl ran out from the salon in psychiatric hospital ><"

Okie dokie, it's a retarded version of imitating the Gaga's unique fashion

She looks gorgeous!

And finally me, also a retarded version of Gaga's remarkable MONSTER PAW!

RRAAAWWWWRRR!!!