Hrm..

突然想起以后的结婚戒指要怎麽样的

恩

一个容易送出戒指的男生/男人

无论是在热恋中，还是冲动型准备结婚的

都不是一个可靠的男生/男人

总有傻过的年代

戒指，是一种commitment :)

笑看从前，纪律现在，计划未来

今天起床，想了很久，是时候要学会理财了。

浑浑噩噩的与乱挥霍了四年。是时候约束自己，给自己做一本钱财记事簿。

找了整个房间，终于找到了一本很适合做我的钱财记事簿的记事本。

翻开来，原来是我以前的日记！我记得这是以前我从post office 买回来的

记得很久以前，我真的没有勇气去碰这一本本子，一直就放在书架上其中一个文件夹里，静躺在一个角落。 然后直到我遗忘了。。

今天意外的找到

突然想上厕所，就捧着这本风尘日记边便便边阅读

呵呵~ 原来以前我真的好傻！

第一页，写的题目是，“即将失去的日子”2008 年4 月15日

日记的最后一页，题目是，“没有XX的第146天” 2008年 9月 9日， 冬天，星期一

然后题目下面全是空白的。

我忘了是什么回事。不过我想那一天，应该是我停止伤心的一天，停止哭泣的一天。

所以留白了。。我想是因为我不再想要浪费时间在这本日记上了。。 就让它空着吧！

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今天已经是2011年4月9日。

不知不觉已经三年了。。不过我不再需要这一本日记了。

日记在我心里。写着的是过去的两年四个月里与他快乐回忆。。还会继续的写着。。

就让以前的字迹封尘吧！剩下空白的纸张，就让我变成一个会理财的人吧 :D

我要好好为我的未来计划计划。

自己出来做工不能再要钱；生活要用钱，结婚要用钱，买家要用钱，孩子要用钱

现在不学会赚钱生钱存钱，那我以后的梦想就会永远只是泡沫了

加油！

思想分裂的我

常常在想。。是自己要求太多了吗？

每一次都觉得真的是自己不对，要求得太多了。

然后很懊悔

警告自己不会有下一次

然后永远的，都会有下一次

我想我是太贪心了

他很真的很好

一直不断的原谅我

然后我不断的伤害他

然后他又原谅我

我知道我真的需要成长，真的真的需要

有时候，总在想

有一天我要真的失去了，会不会活不了。。

我想

应该会是痛苦的活下去。。

Japan's tragedy

What's the biggest news of the year 2011 till March to you?

You might have bought a new iphone4, a new house, a new bag, you found a new bf etc etc.

While you are enjoying much and cherishing of your own life in your own little world, the world is stunned by the Japan deadliest natural disaster ever.

A 9.0 magnitude megathrust earthquake hit off the coast of Japan on the 11th of March, and it triggered a destructive tsunami waves up to 10 metres, and travels up to 10 km inland.

That's not the end of the story, as the earthquake has thrown Japan into the most severe crisis since WWII.

Three explosion at the nuclear power station occured from 12th of March after the earthquake the day before has caused damage on the reactors that has rated a level of 5 in terms of threat on an international scale of 1-7. However, the radiation level that has been detected outside the plaint is below the legal limits.

Preliminary estimates put repair costs from the earthquake and tsunami in the tens of billions of dollars.

Apart from the "physically damaged" of Japan, the Japan's economic crisis has an great impact in the stock markets. Although the recovery might be quick, it is tough for the industries to resume production. Also, the earthquake has caused a remarkably rise in oil prices (approx 10%) over many countries.

It's a wise choice now not to drive in Perth, make full use of TransPerth wisely, for the sake of your own money in your pokcet, and to the environment as well. Oil price has rised outrageously over Perth on a average of $138 cents per litre up to last Sunday.

What have you done?

Donating is all what we can do now.

We were discussing on this last Friday. How to help? What can be done?

So we came up with few brilliant ideas..Hopefully things will go the way we want.


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Every tragedy inspires shock value humors, like any other, Japan's tragedy is no exception.

From what I have known, what embarrased me to be a Malaysian is when I saw the youtube of Malaysia First Lady, Rosmah M. commenting on the Japan tsunami.

I should remind myself that "No Japan No you", (maybe that's abit exaggerating), anyhow as I am definitely living in a technology driven world, like many other kids, I played PS1 , 2 , 3, nintendo wii, I drive Toyota, I have Panasonic TV, I watched Ultraman, Sailormoon, Doraemon, I eat sushi, ramen, etc.

So why are people trying to humorize on Japanese after the tragedy?

Firstly, is Rosmah M.'s comments.

Secondly, is where people from China (not everyone) actually have no mercy at all towards Japanese afterall by saying that's what they deserve to have. This is extremely annoying and disturbing! Is that so true that you deserve saying all these right now? No way! If there is 2012 tragedy, we all will have to go thru or not even getting a chance to, like how Jap going thru now. Do we deserve that? Yea, everyone that is harming the environment deserve the tragedy. Including you and me. Unless, you get your ass back to the jungle. And you dont deserve all the tragic.

Thirdly, why the heck there are guys out there still concerning Japanese porn production after the catasthrophe? SHAME ON YOU!

Fourthly, if you have read Berita Harian, or the mighty facebook post sharing, you have definitely seen the cartoon mocking Japan's tsunami, where Ultraman sprinting madly from a tsunami wave, with houses and boats on top of the wave. How embarrasing again, to be Malaysian. And hey to remind the journalist, if you are drawing Ultraman, dont ever forget Ultraman is definitely one part of your childhood memories, by Japan.

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Pray hard for Japan.

爱

什么是爱？

小时候总是问，如果世界末日到了，你会要和谁一起过？

答的都是家人

长大了，懂得贪了，开始想两全其美的方法了

可是家人永远还是最爱

排山倒海的爱

近年来就只有这么一句话，让我听了马上停不住眼泪


“父母只能看见我们的前半生， 而我们只能看见父母的后半生”

小时候不觉得伤悲，看到的是父母还很健壮，年轻

长大了，看到的是岁月狠心的在父母身心留下的痕迹

宽恕，包容 。。总有一天我要学会

又开学了

一年一次三个月的summer break, 终于结束了。

这一个周末好好的收拾心情开始再奋斗！

这一次三个月的假期，是最长的。没有去那里旅行，没有见到b，没有什么特别的

就平平淡淡的虚度了人生没有得回头的三个月

其实有时候真的觉得summer break 太浪费时间了

哎。。　我总是没有上进心。

心里有个计划，想想还是太难实现了。

万事起头难啊～再想想吧！

昨天bb刚买了一个japanese spitz，叫趴趴

挺可爱淘气的。。可惜啊就一天，已经被宠坏了。

家里就只有我属于最没有爱心的了。因为我总是那个坏人，打趴趴。

打是疼，骂是爱啊！　

我可不会是一个母爱泛滥到把孩子／狗狗宠坏的人

简称坏人　:'(

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都长这么大了，有什么应该注重的，伤心的，应该都要会分。

不能回头的东西太多了，可是这确实是我的决定

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已经半年没有看见b了，年尾时，分开了一段日子，我想，反而增进了感情

期待六月的见面

期待把试考好，然后可以拿到好的internship offer。不能懒了，要专心多点，用心多点

期待年终意大利之旅

期待也需的机会再去一次英国

然后下半年，继续好好冲刺学业，事业　:)

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身边的朋友都毕业了，开始工作的已经工作了，开始自己生意的也已经事业起步了

哎。。依然得一事无成