Not long after I posted the previous post, there we go on an argument again..
First for these 3 days..
It's 14th now!! unbelievable! I am leaving to europe on the 17th!!
Been really looking forward to it, sometimes.
I hate arguments. Arguments make me sick of u, sick of myself, sick of this relationship.
Arguing for the sake of arguing. Sounds stupid right. Don't laugh please, this is how me and honey gone thru our first year. You might highly doubt so..
You will never know, how tired I am. I scare of losing you, meanwhile, I wish you would have disappeared for few days just to avoid forever ongoing arguments between u and me.
You hate that as well, i know. But what to do.. it's us.
You being you, and so do I. Just get over it like how we used to be all the time, or it gonna be an endless one.
I love you much, and being real proud of having you.
Pray hard, no more arguments.
Sunday 13 December 2009
I hate arguments
Shopping Spree
*Hate seeing a forever-like-empty wardrobe every morning or when it's time to dress up
*For the sake of spending money
*To fulfill the shopping desires out of nowhere
*To achieve one's shopping mission
*Or it's always a planned game?
Well well, always there are excuses or some might not, for a shopaholic.
I'm not obviously, compare to most of my dearest darls.
Some might think I'm. But always there are excuses for me to reason out.
Everyone from the world loves shopping in Malaysia, and maybe Singapore too. So do I.
That's why i do quite some shopping back in Msia. But after one damn month, going thru what I have done for shopping, nothing much I have bought but spending hell lot as if like running water.
Thanks god btw, I have a understanding sweetheart, ful-filling my shopping spree almost all the time. And for sure, not just that!
Been watching quite some movies since I came back, cinema tix is nothing if it's compare to OZ. So yea, good and bad, all are in my on going movie list.
Watched Twilight Saga: New Moon. Wasn't my cup of tea, never is. But honey said it wasn't a bad one. Always, we have different tune for movies. Sometimes we do, usually don't.
Muscular guys are always my all time favourite. LOL *sounds like a horny bitch*
Obviously I'm not. Since I have almost a perfect lover, not being freaking smart, but he is the one I am seeking for, Iris babe knows that well (oh well, we both always talk about david and honey.. which i think, at least they are being same at some point on the thoughts on future and career), I am, sometimes requiring something more than inner beauty, which is physically being beautiful as well :P Which isn't too much, since I can see Jacob's shadow on him recently.LOL i wish..
As most of my friends know that I have got my hair cut done, having a spoilt Lady Gaga's fringe, and i thought i would have love it. But hell no!!! At least after the excitement at first go, I hate it now! I look like a kid wherever I go, bloody salesgirls don't give a damn on me, as all of them thought that I'm just some stupid idiot kid, just to have window shopping type. I freaking hate people judging others by just on their look or the way they dressing up, although i do sometimes. Back to reality you! or maybe it's karma.
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Didn't do much for my first month summer break.
Been to club for the first week, meeting up friends, did some shopping for sure.
Then the second week, being driver for our honourable friends aka biz partner, a very good experience.
Time comes and goes, Third week then, didn't do much. I think was way more than I have written down. Btw, I went to skybar with family after dinner today. I swear, it's gonna be me and honey's favourite place after his visit to this adorable place. Love it to bits.
Did some shopping today, for the sake of spending money after accompanying others whole damn day.
Guilty now.
Tuesday 10 November 2009
I NEED YOU!
Sunday 8 November 2009
Things don't cheap out on
Oh well, experiences tell me that, NEVER GET CHEAP THINGS!! you will regret for sure.
The HP multifunction printer I bought few months ago, cost me less than 50 bucks.. good deal hey don't you think so? even the inks are more expensive than the printer itself. Oh well.. you'll never know how regret am I now to get such cheap thing.
List of Things you Don't Cheap out on (especially girls)..
(1) Food for sure.. sometimes homebrand is cheap and nice, but usually not the case!
(3) Cosmetics
(4) Skin care products + Masks
(5) Shirts. Not saying that you must get something branded, but definitely not something from valley girl, sungei wang, or some cheap things out there with no cutting no quality, and if you walk out the street, always get the chance to see someone putting on the same damn shirt as you do!
(6) Women's lingerie . Obviously not something from pasar malam. When u get old and your boobies get out of shape, don't blame your mom! Also, panties, get those made of cotton or natural fibers ones instead of nylons.
(7) Chair. The chair you sit on the most in your day. You know what I mean if you own a comfi nice one now.
(8) Shoes. You might think I am real stupid to pay 600 for a pair of heels. But i tell u, if u ever put it under your feet, you will definitely find it worth that price. At least, not something from pasar malam or sungei wang again. Especially heels..
(9) Sunglasses. It is an essential thing especially in Perth to avoid eye damage during summer and protect your eyes from harmful rays of the sun. Don't get some cheap ones but you think it's fashionable. Also, never get a branded one, you are probably paying for its label only.
(10) Jewelleries. Not saying that you must get a diamond one or a 99% purity of gold. But at least get something nice and fashionable but won't make you look cheap. Or for some skin sensitive girls, either don't wear any of it, or get a good few one.
Hhhrrmm... what else? ^_o
What things you don't get cheap out on then?
Saturday 7 November 2009
PARIS ♥ BELGIUM ♥ HOLLAND ♥ GERMANY ♥ SWITZERLAND ♥ LONDON
That's where I am going to visit in a month time!
♥ Switzerland ♥
♥ Rhine River - Germany ♥
♥Rhine Falls -Germany ♥
♥ Lucerne - Switzerland ♥
♥ London ♥
♥ Heidelberg - Germany ♥
♥ Brussels - Belgium ♥
♥ Blackforest - Germany ♥
♥ Amsterdam - Holland ♥
♥ Belgium ♥
♥ Paris ♥
really excited on it..
Can't get concentrate on my studies ><"
Been googling all the nice photos for these destinations.
All these excitement bring me back to the age of 6, where the first time I travel to Thailand, first time to get on a plane and many many more first time..
Bulging eye bag
Thanks to the exam larh~ oh! and my really bad sleeping time routine.
2 more days to my last paper.. i am so freaking relax as if it's my summer holiday now!
ishh! hate exams!!
pa said, it's always easy to study, but the hardest thing is to make use of what u have learned.
that's quite true..
at least, i found what i love now. management and psychology!
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craving for ciao italia's food all in a sudden.
love it to bits.. tiramisu there, is the best i have ever had in my life time.
not only tiramisu, pasta, chilli mussle, pizza, and everything u can find from the menu, are all delicious! like u can never have it elsewhere.
BUT STILL!! i miss malaysian food!!
I MISS bak kut teh, I MISS klang seafood, I MISS mamak, I MISS coconut, I MISS air tebu, I MISS... I MISS... I MISS... I MISS... I MISS... I MISS... I MISS...
I MISS HOME COOKING FOOD!!
oh well, one more week to go! here i come, all the fatsssss!
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one more thing to be excited on!!
i will be going to europe for one month with honey for our first year anniversary trip!!
WE MADE IT!!
WWEEEEeeeeEEE~~~
at first, jie was joining us to this trip, and then we were thinking this and that. It's a bit annoying right, when there is someone following u when u are having some sweet precious moment with ur beloved one.
AND NOW!! she has decided not to join us!! wise to do so LOL
HAHAHAHAHAHA! how not to be excited right!!
that's our anniversary trip.. IT'S OURSSSS!!!!
if u were next to me now, u would have seen me jumping around my 3 x 3 sqm room screaming and waving hands in the air like I HAVE THE WORLD!
looking forward to it so muchHHHH~
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one more thing, the penang trip is on!
27 nov - 29 nov!
HSH, our great organizer, plan it now!! or else ended up noone's going, u must go with me!!
Sunday 1 November 2009
No Spring . No Cloud . Blue Blue Sky
What I have done for the previous week was just staying up at biz school day and night, being inproductive obviously. just like usual..
Now i know what second year is meant to be. Things started to get harder, obviously it's different from first year
Everything was just like in kindergarten in the first year, you can do whatever you like, handing in a draft-like-essay and tutor won't fail it, not studying and walk into the exam hall and handing in the paper knowing that you won't fail for sure, having fun for the whole semester and only studying for 2 weeks instead of 13 weeks of lectures and tutorials
and now, coming to the end of second year.
how should it suppose to be?
everything is getting harder, tutors have more requirements, more readings to do, more research, more effort to put in to score, it's just like UPSR-age. It's easy when you look back now, but i bet everyone of us were really anxious and panic about it back in those days.
it's quite hard to believe that 3 years had gone from the first day i left malaysia to perth. time flies like nothing.
5.5 years to spend in perth, 3 years gone, 2.5 left..
i remember once he told me, 5.5 years will pass in a blink of an eye..that's so true.
but still we couldn't get through it in the end. forget about it. look ahead and not turning back
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Abnormal Psychology is my first paper tomorrow.
It's sunday, blue blue sky out there, perfect day for outings with friends, since we don't have much warm sunny days.
But life is not always perfect, but a little imperfections makes life perfect, isn't it?
So yea, appreciate the good day that keep myself and everyone of you who are now stressing up for coming up papers company and tuned. At least, it's not a gloomy sunday that turns your mood down
good luck to everyone of us! : )
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections
*random shot from my window*
Saturday 17 October 2009
36°C BURN MY ARSE OFF!!
especially the damn AC
it never works in the winter neither summer!!
breez air is just too luxurious for now
i'm melting and evaporating
sooner or later if this crazziie weather still stays the same or gets worse
ronny biatch and bb can wear the veiled bow headband from david jones to my funeral
It is cute :P BUT definitely when it's not on ronny
wanted to start a lil' bit of studying for the test this coming tues
but it's just too much for now ><"
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Ronny's favourite cake ever in her life time :D
Friday 16 October 2009
My Summer Break Plan
After whole day of walking and standing
Working from 11 till 2, and shopping from 4 to 9.30.
I can't feel my legs and arse.. only plain numbness
For the very first time, I do think i spent wisely today! only 55 on the skin care products for the whole evening
I get a set of biotherm Aquatrio which is on promotion that included cleanser, toner and moisturizer, which is worth definitely more than 55 bucks!
Hurray! Say "good job!" to kaimin for this great achivement!!
I will be back on the 13th of November
WHY so early? You must be asking
Have to attend ma's convo on the 14th. What to do.. she is THE master (in my family as well)
Kevin dai lou: Oi! tell u a secret.. We are planning for a road trip to penang end of Nov. Or maybe an air trip by Air Asia since it's freaking cheap tix selling out there.
Me: JOIN ME IN!!! But.. Why is this a secret?
Kevin dai lou: Cuz noone tells u yet. So it's still a secret among us but not u.
Me: =.=
But I'm really looking forward to it.
Since my dad doesn't allow me to visit europe before jie, so I will be damn free from the afternoon I arrive Msia till the day i leave to europe with jie (or maybe not) around 10th of Dec
If the penang secret trip is on in the end of the day, i am booked for end of Nov then!
Mr. Wei: Hey idiot! I will be visitng Msia end of the year with my gf.
Me: Really!!!???? No joke please..
blah blah blah...
Me: Ask Rob to join u two. Or else im gonnna be lonely when touring with u sweet couple, and i hate it! I want my baby to be with me in Msia as well..
Mr. Wei: OK! i will try my best to pull him over. But he loves Msia much. Most probably the plan is on.
Me: HURRAAYYY!!
blah blah blah...
And Im really excited now
Blogging here right after a chat with Mr. Wei
Busy planning for Mr. Wei's visit but god knows, my final is just a step away
My library plan hopefully will still be on next week and the week after
I can barely open my eyes and type now
By only squeezing to get the focus point
Well.. a very early good night to me.
Wednesday 14 October 2009
Loved
So why do we still make up fights day and night?
I have changed so much for him, or maybe not
And still not enough to be best yet, I should say
I just want to be loved
and to love
Friday 9 October 2009
How can someone's story, bring me close to tears
当一张机票还不如一件内衣贵的时候，这个世界到底怎么了？
前几天在学校走着，看着一个女生，从头到脚，眼镜，衣服，耳环，手袋，鞋子都是香奈儿的。我突然很想知道这个世界到底怎么了？
突然想起去年看过的一个短片。非常值得一看的。很喜欢结尾的那首歌。。
http://brajeshwar.com/2009/chicken-a-la-carte/
歌词：
Let me tell their story
That no one else can hear
How can someone’s laughter
Bring me close to tears
And you’ll never know
Cause you’re never there
After what we’ve seen
Can we close our eyes again
Let me tell you their story
You won’t think its true
I have not forgotten
So I’m sharing it with you
For all the things we know
What have we really learned
Though I close my eyes
The images remains
And their story begins again
我不知道我自己曾不曾做过善事，我希望以后我有能力的时候，我可以去做。
什么时候当作善事已经变成一门生意？谁不是满口慈悲，谁不是满口同情？当明星为了自己的钱途而去做善事，是不是人的良心都被金钱的魅力磨灭得所剩无几？
当一颗米，可以沉重得付出了千万人的性命，年轻人的奢侈，反而变成理所当然了。。当人类没有衣裳的时代，名牌已经存在着。有钱的人，都穿皮衣。穷人把草当裤穿。不是一切的东西都可以追根究底，好像就是自然定律。
当坑人钱已经变得理所当然，已经重要过把钱花在更有意义的事情上时，一张纸的重量，就是几条人命了。
全球化，把有钱人身上的全部甚至连一滴血都是金做成的，把穷人却一个一个推向悬崖的边缘，全球化，是好是坏？造福的是你是我还是淘汰了他们？
有钱人的钱，都是从穷人身上剥削取得的。所以就算马来西亚政治再怎么的不稳定，政府再多么的腐败，有钱的人还是越来越多，移民的商人也越来越多的时候，基地依然不会离开马来西亚。能赚到的钱，依然是在马来西亚。穷人依旧的穷，更穷，更多更多。
这个年代已经没有神存在。如果把神都化作钱，造福的是全世界。如果说神是万能，相信任何宗教的神的人，都是神的子弟，那为什么挨穷挨饿的人还是数之不尽？
宗教信仰只不过是精神寄托，当发生了自己无法寻求到答案的事情的时候，责任就是往神身上推。 宗教是慢性催眠剂。
如果哪一刻我们变成了非洲饥民，是不是相信这一切都是上帝的惩罚会好过一些？
when to put religion and money together, nothing can make sense out there.
前几天又阅读了一篇文章，“八岁女童的遗言” -- 我来过，我很乖。
http://feifei850123.blog.163.com/blog/static/1109370132009240480750/
如果这六个字是用尽她毕生能力去写的，也许她会是下一个人间罕有的天才。又或者说，如果她不是在那种环境成长，也许世界上不会有人写出这六个字的遗言。
当我们花每一分钱的时候，是不是可以理智想一想？不能说应不应该，也不是必不必须。
我给自己的借口是，偶尔的放纵是能理解的。
年度最佳email http://blog.163.com/rumeng6630@126/blog/static/494972202008980313215/
Thursday 8 October 2009
八分的爱
太爱一个人，你会太在乎他（她）会跟谁在一起，心里是否有你，你的眼球会因为老跟着他（她）而显得迷茫，会牵肠挂肚，患得患失。
太爱一个人，你会在想到要见他（她）时而神经兮兮地翘首以待，当他（她）离去时又怅然若失。
太爱一个人，你会刚说再见却又心生思念。
太爱一个人，你会因为他（她）的温柔而满怀甜蜜，更会因为他（她）的冷漠而郁郁寡欢。
太爱一个人，会被他（她）牵着鼻子走，如被魔杖点中，完完全全不能自我。从此你没有了自己的思想，没有了自己的喜怒哀乐，你以他（她）为中心，跟着他（她）在一起时，他（她）就是整个世界；不跟他（她）在一起时，世界就是他（她）。
太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他（她）。慢慢地他（她）习惯于这种纵容，无视你为他（她）的付出，甚至会觉得你很烦，太没个性，甚至开始轻视、怠慢，不尊重你......
太爱一个人，你无异于一支蜡烛，奋不顾身地燃烧，只为求得一时的光与热。待蜡烛燃尽，你什么都没有了。而对方只是一个手电筒，他（她）可以不断放入新电池，永远保持活力。
太爱一个人，他（她）会习惯你对他（她）的好，而忘了自己也应该付出，忘了你也一样需要得到同等的回报——他（她）完全被你宠坏了。不要以为你爱对方十分，他（她）也爱你十分，爱是不讲道理的，所以很多时候，爱也是不平等的。
不要爱一个人爱的浑然忘却自我。那样全身心的爱只应出现在小说里，这个社会越来越不欢迎不顾一切的爱。给他（她）呼吸的空间，也给自己留个余地——飞蛾扑火的爱情，正在进行时固然让人觉得壮美，但若他（她）成为过去式时，你如何收拾那一地的狼藉？投入那么多，你能否面对那惨重的损失？
所以爱一个人不要爱到十分，八分已经足够了。剩下的两分用来爱自己。
爱是毒药，说，容易；做到，很难。
如果你做不到，那至少就不要太过分地爱。世上所有的事都不能超过它额定的范围，适可而止就可以了。风雨由天，聚散随缘，距离也是一种美，爱自己多一点，你的生命留给自己作主，不要老是忘不了在你生命中出现过的人，其实他（她）们都是过客，只有善待自己，你才会快乐、美丽！
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我觉得这篇东西挺有意思的。说的是男女之间的爱，不是博爱的爱。
也许你会不赞同，经历过的总是会明白。。
爱，是包含了对方和自己，学会了爱自己，才能爱别人。
珍惜自己，爱惜自己
september 2009 highlights
my second pair of heels from ALDO~~ 
with only mascara on
yiyi and zhan prefered the second me.. they just simply hate me putting on make up! ya lar yalar.. i didn't put on foundation for this whole year d.. i love my skin now.
oh yah! i went to the kings park wildflower festival as well. it's not about the flowers, but about people you going with! it's fun.. thanks so much for the day! by the way, the flowers around uni is even more attracting ><"
what i have done then was just slacking.. plain slacking.
until last thursday. gone panic because of anthropology essay which was due on friday.didn't sleep that night. then another major essay for psychology and management on monday and tuesday. so practically, from thurday until tuesday, i have only slept for not more than 12 hours!! and i still have my eye bags now! which i never have one ever before this!!
finally got everything done.. and it's 2009 spring feast again!! heading to it soon and will stay in lirbary till late with baybehh tonight.. *time to study study study! it's just a blink away to final*
one more thing, it's not a happy one. I HATE MY HOUSEMATE SO MUCH! she is just a disgusting bitch! imagine what if one day right after u get up and walk to the toilet, and you see some used pad on the sink. and another lovely morning, u see a used swab stick placing on your hair band...GGGGGRRRR!! i just want to kill her so badly!! how could a girl be so disgusting?! although i have been rated as the most disgusting girl in the world by baybeh and the webcam spoiler :P
ishhh.. lets don't talk about her. will just annoyed me
one last thing, i bought this 1970s heater 2 weeks ago while waiting for my modern heater which i ordered it online some while ago. i know summer is just around the corner, but the weather here is just way too unpredictable!
one last thing, my favourite egg tart from longmen! *yummyYYY*
Saturday 26 September 2009
insomnia days and nights
this is real bad. REAL REAL BADDDDD!!
the tears of tiredness dripping down, trying my best to squeeze my eyes to make sure it stay still on the laptop screen, i know it's hurtful. ok. when always about to break down at 2am, and then hop on my bed with my bathrobe on which really keeps me warm before i get my online ordered heater from AUSpost, get the quilt covering my whole body and just about to get a good sleep, then, I BEGAN TO LOSE MY SONG...
till the six in the morning.. birds singing out there reminding me..4 more hours to sleep... bothering me even more ><"
this happens since thursday, which means, i was forced to sleep for only 12 hours for 3 days!!!!
what lar.. nearly mentally break down after one damn week of flu. and now insomnia..
you know the worst was, when i came to the front of escalator heading to the lower floor, bb was pointing at the escalator and telling me to head down, but i kept walking to the oppose direction of the escalator saying that, "NO!! this escalator is heading up. it's coming up not going down!"
and..
perth city is a dead one. i can even walk with my eyes close without entering the wrong shops, and not banged by the cars when crossing the roads. when things went wrong, i can't even remember where is the entrance for the shopping mall!! and in my mind at that moment, i kept thinking that it was only a huge blank wall which in turn, it's the freaking entrance of the shopping mall with the shine bright white lights on.
what's going on with me?? hrm.. severe brain damaged???
no good no good. real bad real bad...
WORST as i said in the title.. "day" and "night"..even just a short nap in the day time, some unknown thoughts just bothering me so much and sweep me off from the lala land.
what i want now is a musical spinning top with lullaby song.. i miss it for real!
Sunday 16 August 2009
another longan night
kindda sick of the weather these days, rain sun rain sun rain sun rain sun then rain again... my third winter without umbrella! been coughing these couple of days. arh! darn it ! get away from me!
"WAY TO PARADISE" apparently i drew this myself!! i design it myself!! and those butterflies around and the blinkblink things..
seems like my drawings still not bad.. errr.. i seriously 封笔after SPM! LOL! this is the one and only master piece i have got for these 3 years. and it sux!
Friday 14 August 2009
now i know
ishhhhHHH!! I don't know how to post a new blog! ><"
i typed my blog address in the bar and then there goes my blog in front of me. was trying to find a link to add a new post. but FAILED to.. what lar! getting a bit annoyed..
anyway I have gone through all stupid acts, and finally get my way here to post a new one.
seriously IN LOVE with Jets 's designed bikini!! JETS lustre halter triangle in pomegranate is one of my favourite
now i know why people can look so freaking sexy and seducing and stunningly beautiful in bikini. It's because the perfect design of the bikini matching with the skin colour and body line of the hot chick. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, THEY HAVE NICE BOOBS!!! THEY HAVE PERFECT CURLS!!!
SOB :(
which is my dream to have one..LOL
Sunday 9 August 2009
steamboat night
RONNY biatch.. and i am hiding behind her huge arms
after 4 hours shopping and 3 hours steamboat, few bottle of alcoholic drinks, ended 3 "drunkies" lying on the yoga matt posting
then after the Wii tennis session with JAY, time for me to take some shot. i love this muax! i look so damn inncoent LOL
err.. serene with the rabbit teeth
finally last take -- serene fed up of acting innocent :(
me and the big boobs ronny LOL -- i love touching it muahx
my iris babe and her honey a.k.a 源源哥哥
he is trying to kill BB :P
both lying exhaustedly after a series of "激情"
BUT obviously our steamboat night is way more than these....
some random pix of zai zai
like toy larh..
WEEE...WEEE... LOLLLL!!! now u know why we love him so much! my zai zai muahx!
Tuesday 4 August 2009
Retarded housemate
I have got 2 japanese housemates atm. Which means, i am the odd one in this apartment. Rae, who is 2 years older than me, she is just like my sister, a caring person, a lovely girl, responsible, fun, cute, fashionable, have good taste etc etc. THE MOST IMPORTANT thing is that, she DOESN'T act like japanese at all! not at all!! yeah! that's what i love her the most! She's grown in Japan but studying in international school all the while.. no japanese bad habits, no japanese overacting expression! I LOVE HER so much... since i have known her for 2 years, truthfully, i do appreciate this friendship between us. yeah.. it's weird you know. I met this girl in my anthropology class in my first year first sem. I was so lost that time since everything is new to me, and she was sitting right beside me waiting lecture to get started. And eventually, i talked to her!! and surprisingly, we both went to ZION, and yeah, we didn't really talk much, is more to like a "hello friend", but yea, it' s just real weird. And this April, i was desperating looking for my own room, and Suling was telling me that one of her friends was seeking housemate to move into a 3 bedrooms apartment in East Perth. And yea, Su arranged everything for us to meet up but at that particular moment, Rae didn't know that i am going to be her housemate, neither i did. Eventually we just met up for the contract thing and we both were surprized to see each other. Su's shocked expression is still in my mind even it's 5 months away from now. Isn't this world small? or maybe just Perth always being so small..
And who Su is?? another story of us.. hrm.. where to get started from? there was a day we went to JT house for BBQ (i think it's JT's bday party), and Su's sister reckon that i have got a similar name as one of her senior back in high school. And it turned out that Su and her sister were both from Catholic High School. "OH! That's where my eldest sister used to study!" i shouted out randomly again. AND surprisingly, this is not a bad shout! through conversations, we found out that Su actually is my sister's high school classmate!!! another small small world isn't it? or.. my life is just always being so dramatic...
okay.. back to the topic. now, think about japanese. what's the first thing popping up in your mind when u think of japanese girl? kawai? fashionable? friendly? sluty? hrm.. what else?? yamatte?? LOL no way!! (i hate ronny!! always polluting my purified mind lol) I don't know.. when i ask most of my friends around me what they think of japanese girls, pretty much like cute, hot, sexy, beautiful, pretty, perfect, (but might have gone under plastic surgery, god knows) fair skin etc etc adjectives will prompt out especially from guys. But definitely there are some negative ones, like sluty, bitchy, overacting, slave of cosmetics, etc etc. All i have to say is that, these are only some impersonal judgements as a whole. What else would u think of? geisha? noh? advance country? world of technologies? land of eletrical instruments/equipments? etc etc...
I will leave it for you to judge it. I'm actually here just to make a lil' complaint on my another housemate, Mana. I don't really know about her, and seriously i am not interested at all! She is an exchange student from Japan and will be studying in Perth for a year. There is no surprise that we never get the chance to see each other for a damn whole week, not that we both not staying at home, but she has been staying too much in her room !! Ohhhh!!Ohhhh!! NONONONONO!! she has been staying too much in the bathroom i should have said! Da-da, there comes the one and only interest i have on her? as a girl, what would you do in the bathroom? shampooing your hair, cleaning your body, lotioning (only a few does that), brushing up, combing hair, drying hair and what else? shitting, peeing..hrm.. i can't think of any other than these. we don't need to shave like guy does, we don't need to wash the toilet, no mopping, no cleaning job. BUT HOW THE HELL CAN SHE SPEND 1.5 HOUR IN THE BATHROOM EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!???? interesting hey? LOL. thanks to her, everytime i have to wait for 2 hours just to get a pee, just to brush up and sleep.. it's an almost endless wait. and thanks to her, i have one more thing to do everyday.. to imagine what she is doing in the bathroom for so long. isn't that fun??! HELL NO!!! when u need the toilet desperately, and Rae's N/A, i always feel like poisoning her seriously, i think i will do that one day. Imagine, to add in some weird stuff into her facial cleanser or shower cream.. and the next morning u will see her with rashes all over the face and body, i think i will be real happy. LOL. STOP IT!! ENOUGH FOR THE IMAGINATION PART. there is always karma... hehe^^ i think i am imagining more than what i typed out here LOL god knows..
alrighty, i feel much better since yesterday "knock"! she pissed me off so badly again last night. taking hours for a shower, and i need to get up at 7am the next morning. and guess what was the time she took her shower? 1.45am!!! and i waited until 2.30am. I can't wait any longer.. i need to catch a sleep so badly as Tuesday is always the busiest and tiring day for me. I went to knock at the door three times. and she answered me on the third knock. arhhh... ! seriously, i am so interested in that! i wish i could know what' sgoing on everyday in the bathroom.. but i'll never know. forget bout it.
not like i'm trying to interfer her showering schedule or what, but pls... this is a common bathroom/toilet. be more considerable! i don't want to talk to her on this, as she is kind of girl that will think that i am like rushing her or what. Hell no! i can wait if and only if i am not in a hurry.. so yeah.. pray hard and hopefully she has some self consciousness, and take shorter time to shower.
arh..she is just the retarded one.
Sunday 2 August 2009
最近
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to HIM!!
okay.. what's so important of this guy?? he is not my bf. obviously, see the gap between us? LOL. he is just one of my besties. we share most of our things together. we shared a dog, actually not! haha.. he bought it, but the dog is with my surname on. we shared car. but don't worry! my X6 is coming real soon! haha. i am still owing him a present. but no matter what, he has to wait until end of the year! GOD KNOWS!! what else we shared, shirts? coats? yeah pretty much of that. he is a real nice guy out of all. AND HE IS STILL SINGLE ATM!! okay. we spent our night out at longmen karaoke and went to an indian restaurant but having some western food ><" but things went a bit wrong in the end of the day, after one bottle of hennesary, this bday guy gone drunk! ended up his night holding the bin and puke. poor me.. have to be the driver again^^ anyway.. happy bday to him once again! oh yeah! one thing to add on! it was a weird day last night! i met so many friends hanging out at NB! what happened?! but the happiest thing is that i met ROYYIE!! he is getting more manly these days! LOL! can never forget his big tight hug.. another giant friend in my life :p 
There he is!!! our cuttie alaska malamute!! isn't he gorgeous?? guess how old is he?? 3 years old, 4? 5? 6? No No No No No!! he is only 5 MONTHS old!! isnt he huge??? oversize kid...his weight now is equalled to what i used to have at the age of 13 which is 30 KGSSS!!! after 1 hour having fun out at the big field, he is certified half dead!! how could alaska malamute be so weak?? have to ask all of us... he is just being too pampered. and he is still growing.. wondering how huge would it be by that time. even now, he looks like a bear. everyone loves him.. and we called him zai zai.
and this one!! haha!! this is the most importnat one... honey and me!! okay... i don't know why it's a but blurring out in this shot. might be my loussy skill. but this is the shot i love the most out of all! i can't remember where we took this shot. but what to say for sure is the white background is not the snow. which i wish it would be. it's just due to some techinical problem and lead to this illusion.. but a nice one i should have said. i appreciate every single moment we spent together. but things went wrong these days. i don't know why. but one thing for sure, it will be better after this. i believe..
i find myself look weird in this photo^^ it's always so hard for both of us taking such shot. u know why. he is tall, real tall, 185cm. and me?? 158cm.. haha! see the difference? he has to bend a bit or maybe quite a lot when taking such shot, and my hand have to be pulled to the longest to snap. but still.. we are happy together all these while. muacks!
pretty much of that updating my things. been real busy these days. even it's the second week of uni since it started, but seems like i have piled up so much things awaiting me to be done. HATE IT! HATE STUDYING!! arhh! LOL.. this is life..
Friday 31 July 2009
哭
曾经有那么两个人对我说过同一句话
只记得自己当时是强忍眼泪，勉强地笑着说没事
然后脑海一片空白，眼泪不断的流不断的流
流了多少的岁月我也不知道了
今天晚上这一种感觉又回来了
他说他不明白为什么我哭
我也不明白
我不是一个容易哭的人，能忍的我都会咬紧下唇忍过去不让自己哭
我真的不知道为什么我哭
我只知道我不快乐
Wednesday 29 July 2009
STOP THAT!
I'll continue on my winter break stories some other time but definitely not now..
STOP saying me for being brainless while you are never a smart one to me!
Everyone does being ignorant by time.. so do I. but not all the while..
Fuck off my way if you think you can't communicate with me or if you keep saying me brainless!
Thursday 9 July 2009
brief talk on my second year winter break
okay, i know it has been quite some while for not updating my blog. It's a month away since I finished my last paper till now i got my results. Not a bad one i should say. Okay, it's not a very good one frankly, but at least i passed all the papers and sort of out of my expectations.
okay, done for that. Lets talk about my winter break.
Dad and mom finally visited me in Perth for the first time since this is my third year over here. Have to say that they are not very welcomed by me (i know it's bad ><"), cuz you know, girl like me always seek for 100% freedom never want to be caged once escaped from it.. but I LOVE THEM muchHHH as always do. Uncle Bambang and auntie Tammy been really kind on daddy-mommy's visit. Thanks heaps to them as i don't really have much time for the first few days, busy preparing for my exam (not really busying on that><"). okay, papa really enjoys Perth weather and i think they jogged at kings park everyday. And definitely they visit kings park more than i do overall for 3 damn years. But i think it's a bit too cold for them during winter since they are getting older now. I bet mama loves spring the most. She loves nature. Additional part -- mama turns a bit weird after not seeing her for 5 months. Been learning dowsing after i left on Feb. (if you are interested in what dowsing are, you are always free and welcome to google it, cuz i'm not too sure as well :p ) SHE IS JUST LIKE A WITCH NOW!! haha! that's what we say that all the time... even papa says, she is witch-erer nowwww :P
okay, back to my winter break. after i finished my last paper, uncle bambang, auntie tammy, papa, mama and me headed straight right to margeret river. been travelling all the way from perth to margeret river and to albany on his 1.2 mil collection benz ><" PHEWWW... 6000cc!!!!! 6000cc!!! you might not get the chace in your life time to sit on a 6000cc, costing a bungalow price car travelling on the road!! glad i had it!! hrmm.. too bad. i don't have the photo with me ><" will post it up some other day.
First day in margaret river, it was rainy Wednesday, not a very nice weather to travel. but we get to see the greenish ever field in the world, BLACK cows, wineries and blue blue sky all the way to margeret river. nothing much to do in margeret river, visiting winneries and caves is most we can do there. We visited the Mammoth Cave. Quite a huge cave and a interesting one. We get the chance to take our imaginations to the fullest and see all of nature's fantastic forces at work. And also, i have tried the best lamb shank in my life on that night's meal.
Papa woke me up at 7am the next morning. Had our breakfast at DOME. and then continue on our journey to albany. uhmm.. can't remember what we have done on that day. Photos are all with papa. nothing for me to recall. The third day, Friday, headed to a place called Denmark, where tree top walk is. THIS IS REALLY INTERESTING AND FUN!! something to add on, i knock my head on a tree trunk when i was running towards mama and i fell like what you always see in cartoon. damn it! luckily noone's there.
to be continued....
Friday 12 June 2009
My First Post
Always being too blank for the first post.
First of all, make some promises to my blog...
(i) Can't certifiy it dead unless it is so =.=
(ii) Post more photos!! since i'm not a cam-whore maniac, might break this one :P
P./S Having the right to break and make any promises anytime i feel like to :P (being irresponsible all the time)
Okie dokie..
time to back on my studies. International Finance... oh lord!! it's killing me badly. actually it's not! since i made the decision to change my course to commerce and psyc, i have been slacking all the while. no longer get the mood to study and focus of econs shitss! shouldn't be wasting my dad's money.. but hrm... econs really can't work with my brain! never a chemical reaction from that ><"
My internet been super duper slow for whole night.. Downloadingsss again...
Can't wait for the last 2 papers to end!!! and here goes my winter-BREAK!! mommy and daddy will be arriving tomorrow. Uncle Bambang will be fetching me to the airport at 2.30pm! arrrhh! hate it! I ain't an early person and never is.. the flight will be arriving at 3pm><" taking me 20minutes from my place to the airport!! arhhh!! gonna be a nightmare..
oh well.. finally get my samsung omnia!! it's time to chuck the old white loussy nokia into the bin!! haha!! but cant be that bad... it's a good mobile ever i had! well.. if you were him, you will know!! lol! aiks... still figuring out how to use my omnia.. *headache*
since i have made a promise to myself, i will post some new photos later when the internet is not THAT SLOW and definitely, when the exam is over!