原来

原来我是不会被驯服的

以前以为只要是遇到一个对我不会一直都很好的男人，可是又可以让我很喜欢他，我会被驯服的。因为我是有少犯贱的

原来不是。

insomnia days and nights

this is real bad. REAL REAL BADDDDD!!

the tears of tiredness dripping down, trying my best to squeeze my eyes to make sure it stay still on the laptop screen, i know it's hurtful. ok. when always about to break down at 2am, and then hop on my bed with my bathrobe on which really keeps me warm before i get my online ordered heater from AUSpost, get the quilt covering my whole body and just about to get a good sleep, then, I BEGAN TO LOSE MY SONG...

till the six in the morning.. birds singing out there reminding me..4 more hours to sleep... bothering me even more ><"

this happens since thursday, which means, i was forced to sleep for only 12 hours for 3 days!!!!

what lar.. nearly mentally break down after one damn week of flu. and now insomnia..

you know the worst was, when i came to the front of escalator heading to the lower floor, bb was pointing at the escalator and telling me to head down, but i kept walking to the oppose direction of the escalator saying that, "NO!! this escalator is heading up. it's coming up not going down!"

and..

perth city is a dead one. i can even walk with my eyes close without entering the wrong shops, and not banged by the cars when crossing the roads. when things went wrong, i can't even remember where is the entrance for the shopping mall!! and in my mind at that moment, i kept thinking that it was only a huge blank wall which in turn, it's the freaking entrance of the shopping mall with the shine bright white lights on.

what's going on with me?? hrm.. severe brain damaged???

no good no good. real bad real bad...

WORST as i said in the title.. "day" and "night"..even just a short nap in the day time, some unknown thoughts just bothering me so much and sweep me off from the lala land.

what i want now is a musical spinning top with lullaby song.. i miss it for real!

another longan night

kindda sick of the weather these days, rain sun rain sun rain sun rain sun then rain again... my third winter without umbrella! been coughing these couple of days. arh! darn it ! get away from me!

never been to any club this winter ><" not me right? haiz.. what to do? iris is married now, noone can take over her place. arh! staring at those dresses hanging on my opened-wardrobe, seriously feel like putting it on, and get all my smoky heavy make up on and hit the club! i need a place to distress..

looking forward of the Bond-age night!! sounds fun... even LIZ is going! what a random one.. nevermind! since me and iris have decided to go under the BIG SAVING PLANS, no more new dress to be consumed for that night. sob :( gotta choose one from the wardrobe.. and i decided to put on my lucky reddish dress on! it's gonna be different this time! cuz i'm gonna go with my BF! LOL.. and also my frens for sure.. didn't put on make up for quite some time, arhh.. miss all those foundations, mascara, eye shadows etc etc bein messed up on my small white ikea table.

WEEE~~ i want a trench coat from forever new so badly!! and a mascara from CD! btw, i got my first lip balm today.. happie~

ok.. after craming myself in this 3 x 3Metre square room for one damn week, ended up producing nothing! SERIOUSLY NOTHING!! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SUPER LAST MINUTE PERSON!

arhh! lack of sleep these days..

one thing to cheerish on! my skin is 90 % recovered! big thing right?!!! LOL

just bought one big pack of longan, another longan night.

I went to HONDA the other day for test-drive. See the number plate!? damn cute right?! LOL.. must b a good father.. I WANT A CRV!

"WAY TO PARADISE" apparently i drew this myself!! i design it myself!! and those butterflies around and the blinkblink things..

seems like my drawings still not bad.. errr.. i seriously 封笔after SPM! LOL! this is the one and only master piece i have got for these 3 years. and it sux!

now i know

ishhhhHHH!! I don't know how to post a new blog! ><"

i typed my blog address in the bar and then there goes my blog in front of me. was trying to find a link to add a new post. but FAILED to.. what lar! getting a bit annoyed..

anyway I have gone through all stupid acts, and finally get my way here to post a new one.

seriously IN LOVE with Jets 's designed bikini!! JETS lustre halter triangle in pomegranate is one of my favourite

now i know why people can look so freaking sexy and seducing and stunningly beautiful in bikini. It's because the perfect design of the bikini matching with the skin colour and body line of the hot chick. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, THEY HAVE NICE BOOBS!!! THEY HAVE PERFECT CURLS!!!

SOB :(

which is my dream to have one..LOL

steamboat night

the last steamboat with them was last year mooncake festival. was about a year ago ><"

there was an old man steamboating with us last night but he never want me to tell out his age and yea.. he is my 源源哥哥. nothing much.. just a random night but we had much fun ..

one thing to add on, a lil' ABC boy we met last night -- ADAM! hopefully he is not terrified :P

an enjoyable night overall!

RONNY biatch.. and i am hiding behind her huge arms

after 4 hours shopping and 3 hours steamboat, few bottle of alcoholic drinks, ended 3 "drunkies" lying on the yoga matt posting

then after the Wii tennis session with JAY, time for me to take some shot. i love this muax! i look so damn inncoent LOL

and then a weird one -- more innocent one :p

err.. serene with the rabbit teeth

finally last take -- serene fed up of acting innocent :(

me and the big boobs ronny LOL -- i love touching it muahx

my iris babe and her honey a.k.a 源源哥哥

he is trying to kill BB :P

both lying exhaustedly after a series of "激情"

BUT obviously our steamboat night is way more than these....

some random pix of zai zai

like toy larh..

WEEE...WEEE... LOLLLL!!! now u know why we love him so much! my zai zai muahx!

Retarded housemate

I have got 2 japanese housemates atm. Which means, i am the odd one in this apartment. Rae, who is 2 years older than me, she is just like my sister, a caring person, a lovely girl, responsible, fun, cute, fashionable, have good taste etc etc. THE MOST IMPORTANT thing is that, she DOESN'T act like japanese at all! not at all!! yeah! that's what i love her the most! She's grown in Japan but studying in international school all the while.. no japanese bad habits, no japanese overacting expression! I LOVE HER so much... since i have known her for 2 years, truthfully, i do appreciate this friendship between us. yeah.. it's weird you know. I met this girl in my anthropology class in my first year first sem. I was so lost that time since everything is new to me, and she was sitting right beside me waiting lecture to get started. And eventually, i talked to her!! and surprisingly, we both went to ZION, and yeah, we didn't really talk much, is more to like a "hello friend", but yea, it' s just real weird. And this April, i was desperating looking for my own room, and Suling was telling me that one of her friends was seeking housemate to move into a 3 bedrooms apartment in East Perth. And yea, Su arranged everything for us to meet up but at that particular moment, Rae didn't know that i am going to be her housemate, neither i did. Eventually we just met up for the contract thing and we both were surprized to see each other. Su's shocked expression is still in my mind even it's 5 months away from now. Isn't this world small? or maybe just Perth always being so small..

And who Su is?? another story of us.. hrm.. where to get started from? there was a day we went to JT house for BBQ (i think it's JT's bday party), and Su's sister reckon that i have got a similar name as one of her senior back in high school. And it turned out that Su and her sister were both from Catholic High School. "OH! That's where my eldest sister used to study!" i shouted out randomly again. AND surprisingly, this is not a bad shout! through conversations, we found out that Su actually is my sister's high school classmate!!! another small small world isn't it? or.. my life is just always being so dramatic...

okay.. back to the topic. now, think about japanese. what's the first thing popping up in your mind when u think of japanese girl? kawai? fashionable? friendly? sluty? hrm.. what else?? yamatte?? LOL no way!! (i hate ronny!! always polluting my purified mind lol) I don't know.. when i ask most of my friends around me what they think of japanese girls, pretty much like cute, hot, sexy, beautiful, pretty, perfect, (but might have gone under plastic surgery, god knows) fair skin etc etc adjectives will prompt out especially from guys. But definitely there are some negative ones, like sluty, bitchy, overacting, slave of cosmetics, etc etc. All i have to say is that, these are only some impersonal judgements as a whole. What else would u think of? geisha? noh? advance country? world of technologies? land of eletrical instruments/equipments? etc etc...

I will leave it for you to judge it. I'm actually here just to make a lil' complaint on my another housemate, Mana. I don't really know about her, and seriously i am not interested at all! She is an exchange student from Japan and will be studying in Perth for a year. There is no surprise that we never get the chance to see each other for a damn whole week, not that we both not staying at home, but she has been staying too much in her room !! Ohhhh!!Ohhhh!! NONONONONO!! she has been staying too much in the bathroom i should have said! Da-da, there comes the one and only interest i have on her? as a girl, what would you do in the bathroom? shampooing your hair, cleaning your body, lotioning (only a few does that), brushing up, combing hair, drying hair and what else? shitting, peeing..hrm.. i can't think of any other than these. we don't need to shave like guy does, we don't need to wash the toilet, no mopping, no cleaning job. BUT HOW THE HELL CAN SHE SPEND 1.5 HOUR IN THE BATHROOM EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!!???? interesting hey? LOL. thanks to her, everytime i have to wait for 2 hours just to get a pee, just to brush up and sleep.. it's an almost endless wait. and thanks to her, i have one more thing to do everyday.. to imagine what she is doing in the bathroom for so long. isn't that fun??! HELL NO!!! when u need the toilet desperately, and Rae's N/A, i always feel like poisoning her seriously, i think i will do that one day. Imagine, to add in some weird stuff into her facial cleanser or shower cream.. and the next morning u will see her with rashes all over the face and body, i think i will be real happy. LOL. STOP IT!! ENOUGH FOR THE IMAGINATION PART. there is always karma... hehe^^ i think i am imagining more than what i typed out here LOL god knows..

alrighty, i feel much better since yesterday "knock"! she pissed me off so badly again last night. taking hours for a shower, and i need to get up at 7am the next morning. and guess what was the time she took her shower? 1.45am!!! and i waited until 2.30am. I can't wait any longer.. i need to catch a sleep so badly as Tuesday is always the busiest and tiring day for me. I went to knock at the door three times. and she answered me on the third knock. arhhh... ! seriously, i am so interested in that! i wish i could know what' sgoing on everyday in the bathroom.. but i'll never know. forget bout it.

not like i'm trying to interfer her showering schedule or what, but pls... this is a common bathroom/toilet. be more considerable! i don't want to talk to her on this, as she is kind of girl that will think that i am like rushing her or what. Hell no! i can wait if and only if i am not in a hurry.. so yeah.. pray hard and hopefully she has some self consciousness, and take shorter time to shower.

arh..she is just the retarded one.

最近

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to HIM!!

okay.. what's so important of this guy?? he is not my bf. obviously, see the gap between us? LOL. he is just one of my besties. we share most of our things together. we shared a dog, actually not! haha.. he bought it, but the dog is with my surname on. we shared car. but don't worry! my X6 is coming real soon! haha. i am still owing him a present. but no matter what, he has to wait until end of the year! GOD KNOWS!! what else we shared, shirts? coats? yeah pretty much of that. he is a real nice guy out of all. AND HE IS STILL SINGLE ATM!! okay. we spent our night out at longmen karaoke and went to an indian restaurant but having some western food ><" but things went a bit wrong in the end of the day, after one bottle of hennesary, this bday guy gone drunk! ended up his night holding the bin and puke. poor me.. have to be the driver again^^ anyway.. happy bday to him once again! oh yeah! one thing to add on! it was a weird day last night! i met so many friends hanging out at NB! what happened?! but the happiest thing is that i met ROYYIE!! he is getting more manly these days! LOL! can never forget his big tight hug.. another giant friend in my life :p

There he is!!! our cuttie alaska malamute!! isn't he gorgeous?? guess how old is he?? 3 years old, 4? 5? 6? No No No No No!! he is only 5 MONTHS old!! isnt he huge??? oversize kid...his weight now is equalled to what i used to have at the age of 13 which is 30 KGSSS!!! after 1 hour having fun out at the big field, he is certified half dead!! how could alaska malamute be so weak?? have to ask all of us... he is just being too pampered. and he is still growing.. wondering how huge would it be by that time. even now, he looks like a bear. everyone loves him.. and we called him zai zai.

and this one!! haha!! this is the most importnat one... honey and me!! okay... i don't know why it's a but blurring out in this shot. might be my loussy skill. but this is the shot i love the most out of all! i can't remember where we took this shot. but what to say for sure is the white background is not the snow. which i wish it would be. it's just due to some techinical problem and lead to this illusion.. but a nice one i should have said. i appreciate every single moment we spent together. but things went wrong these days. i don't know why. but one thing for sure, it will be better after this. i believe..

i find myself look weird in this photo^^ it's always so hard for both of us taking such shot. u know why. he is tall, real tall, 185cm. and me?? 158cm.. haha! see the difference? he has to bend a bit or maybe quite a lot when taking such shot, and my hand have to be pulled to the longest to snap. but still.. we are happy together all these while. muacks!

pretty much of that updating my things. been real busy these days. even it's the second week of uni since it started, but seems like i have piled up so much things awaiting me to be done. HATE IT! HATE STUDYING!! arhh! LOL.. this is life..